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bombshell
Main Entry:
bomb·shell
Pronunciation:
\ˈbäm-ˌshel\
Function:
noun
Date:
1708
1 : bomb 1a 2 : one that is stunning, amazing, or devastating

Had one dropped on me yesterday. Lest the person that dropped that bombshell read this, I have not changed my mind whether I care about you and what happens to you, and it doesn't erase good history....It does make me feel overwhelmed the more I think on it an confused as to what I should say and how on this side of eternity I was clueless and how it remained that way by choice , not of my doing. But I am as ever convinced that God who knows all and see alls remembers the past and knew it then whether I did or not, and knows the future. I know he's a jealous God FOR you and retreat is not something he desires for a true child of God. There is peace and freedom in Him, done HIS way. Only. Period.

When the smoke clears I pray he gives me just what I need to say and what I don't need to say!